Author: John Richards

Thank You God the food poisoning seems to be just another passing moment. Oneness is setting so deeply in that sometimes it seems expanding into everything is all that is remembered. Told Master about Bhajans and loosing my place, rather than getting irritated just expanded into everything and felt amazing Calmness and Peace. This seems to now be an at will thing, expanding into everything, bodiless with no sense of body, then also sensing body fro whatever functioning is needed in the moment. Master has mentioned many times now that the “peak” is there and now stabilizing with Bhajans, Meditation, Mantra. Was a bit worried about this expansion and detachment at will, but You said it was a good sign of merging. All Praise and Glory to That that I AM. When Master speaks about Saints Life” “Saints Journey” even then it is noticed that No One is stepping forward through desire to claim that title.

All Praise and Glory belong to You God, the name given to the Presence that flows through everything. Thank You. In Manifesting as Sri Ramakant Maharaj You are Father, Mother, Teacher, Friend and Absolute Sadguru. May every Being recognize the Presence in the calm and still reflection, may they realize this as themselves and pay attention only to This, the fountain of Peace, Love and Tranquility that flows from within, ignoring the passing and remaining steadfast in the permanent. OM Shanti, Shanti, Shanti, OM. I came to India, traveling to the other side of the world, to find my Self, No Beard, No Beads, No Nothing, Just Pure Shining Spirit.

Thank You God for being so kind and tolerant through Maharaj. Got very, very sick last few days, diarrhea and vomiting, You came swooping in and carried me through this most difficult time. Bringing in Doctor, making sure tablets and juices and water. Riding with me to the Hospital when it was needed. And through it all “Mantra” No Fear, No Thoughts of negativity. Just moment by moment, scene by scene, Mantra and Praising You. As Maharaj, my Master, You were more than Father, Mother everything combined. RAJA DHI RAJ SADGURUNATH SHRI RAMAKANT MAHARAJ KI JAI! This last couple of days was just a blur, but using Mantra “Master Key” there was nothing to say about it. Master is guiding every moment more Faith, more Trust, more Absorption in Selfless Self. Sickness has proved a Great Blessing as each moment has lost any hold and simply IS a passing before Selfless Self which does not pass but observes the passing, Calm and Quiet. Jai Guru!

I have been seeking redemption for the life of the Unborn child, hiding in the dark corners where it was believed the light of the Divine could not reach. Cowering in a New identity of being a spiritual man to hide the fact that the shadow felt itself unlovable. In this moment the false sense of security that was desperately held onto has been blown away, and the sensation is that of Falling, Spinning, No bearings what so ever and it is O.K. This I surrender to Thee.

Guru Brother Avi left the Ashram today. Went out for ginger chai, Thank You God for enjoying this day. Very grateful also for internet. Continuing Mantra in Deeper and Deeper involvement, Marching towards stabilizing in the Merging and Melting Process. Tonight Maharaj was reflecting Selfless Self in a Constant Stream Deepening Conviction of Realization. Thank You SO Much for Manifesting in the form of Sri Ramakant Maharaj adn the Lineage Masters. I Bow to Selfless Self in the various forms You chose to Speak thru including This Form.

Thank You God for Your Presence, Selfless Self the meeting of One to itself has been Confirmed Arati light is That, All there is, shining forth and carried to every Being in whatever way You choose to use this instrument That is You and Yours.
OM SHANTI SHANTI SHANTI OM.

Thank You God. Thank You for the room at the Ashram and for being Sri Ramakant Maharaj. Woke this morning for prayers, bhajan, meditation. Love, Love, Love the Ashram and Maharaj! From the speaking today You are confirming that Realization is True and the Conviction as expressed by You is stabilizing. Forgiveness, Tolerance, Courage, Quiet Mind, Expecting Realization and Devotion OM SHANTI, SHANTI, SHANTI OM! Speaking Presence to Presence is Reality! Also very beautiful touch that text is working in India.

You Gave Your Name. The True Name, in Every Breath I Remember, The name that was given by parents was given to the body, it is Not the True Name. Master placed His hands on the head of this body and spoke Directly to the Holder of it, You Are Formless, Invisible, Anonymous, Unidentified, Spontaneous Identity. Speak Only Your True Name to the mind, and Rest In Truth. OM NAVAH SHIVAYAH! Thanks Be to God.

Thank You God arrived in Mumbai this morning. Got in the wrong line and waited, then got in the right line, had no address to put on the immigration card. Passed immigration, bag was left over as all others had checked through. Had no idea about where KK Travels was, and when I did find it still had no address to the Ashram. Yet each step of the way You guided with Great Peace and Silence to the door that led to Your Feet. Listened to Maharaj talks and participated in Bhajans. Going to sleep tonight in a room at the Ashram. Thank You! Thank You! for this Absolutely Amazing and Beautiful Experience.

The Air France flight was amazing, excellent and short. Really way shorter than expected. Thank You God. Stewardess moved me to a seat with plenty of leg room, food was great, listened to Bhajans and meditatively slept the whole time, when not eating. Ordered the pasta and curry to try and it was delicious. Whatever they put in front of me, I eat, without any past experience being called on to color the tasting. Thank You God. At Charles de Gaulle Airport right now and time is going by very fast. Had an Oringina which I have not had in a long time with Kit Kat Chocolate Balls, very good. Took picture and posted on Facebook Welcome to Paris. Bought chocolate for Prasad that has the Arc de Triumph picture on the box. Also bought Euro charger converter which was needed to charge the electronics. Thank You God this trip has been awesomely detailed by You, and I am so grateful!

Thank You God. You have led one day at a time to this moment where I am waiting to get on a plane and “surrender” completely to You in the form of Sri Ramakant Maharaj. Thank You for loving me so much and for placing the desire in my Heart for only You. May this body, mind and intellect dissolve in the light of Your Presence so that nothing remains but You. May any idea that may remain that there is anything apart from You be brought to light, and in that light the courage emerge to discard it quickly at Your Feet.

What an amazing adventure so far each fresh moment filled with Alive Presence. From ticketing check-in and baggage, which bag fully packed was only 20 lbs. Ticketing and boarding pass, smoothly completely abandoning myself to You in the form of security, so smooth. Thank You. Charging the phone and pad, place to vape and relax. And almost forgot the amazing shuttle ride to the gate. Sitting in front of the Boarding Gate A-20 filled with gratitude, peace, love and Presence.

Had to write again: I simply can NOT stop smiling as joy is bursting in every pore of Being. Almost forgot to Thank You fro the only “negative” of 1 hour trying to log into the Wi-Fi. You turned that to a positive as I was able to show a gentleman how to logon after having tried so many times, so he could Skype with his wife.